Thursday, December 10, 2020

Falling King on a Snowy Evening

 




 

Falling King on a Snowy Evening

 

And horse’s move seems so queer.

The Queen’s subtle glance confirms the end is near.

The King is naked standing by frozen lake.

The checkmate will set at last – the ending year.

 

The King’s crown tilts; his eyes shake.

The Queen attacks the weaken mistake.

Taking pieces with a first rank sweep.

The King falls upon glory’s flake.

 

The chessboard is lovely, dark and deep,

And now, I must attend promises to keep,

The castle’s floors must be swept before I sleep,

And dishes washed before I sleep.







Wednesday, November 18, 2020

Synapse

 


S Y N A P S E

 

As it happens

A first blink in the synapse

Begins three moments

A trilogy forming ovum.

 

As it happens

In trimensions

A second binary Blink

Blends the homogeneity of empty space

 

Such as chaos of expanding;

Contracting existence -

A tertiary Blink

Meanings of light

Cascades in isotropic wends.

 

As it happens

The ovule Blinks

In the synapse

A muse contends

 

Her wands as brushes;

Paints as music-

The interlocution

Is isolated by survival.

 

As it happens:

Blink into plasmatic

Oceans of luteous forms

Changing and evolving spectrums

 

From flavous to blue; to pink; to swallow

The muse whirls and spins her vaulted universe

To save a way

And breath for one more day.

 

 

 

 Written for Old Court House Art Center Exhibit - As it Happens

by Bert Leveille "Synapse"

https://vimeo.com/showcase/7795629 

Synapse


"As It Happens" Gallery Installation (Now thru December 31st)

https://www.atrociouspoets.com/

Tuesday, July 28, 2020

Trial and Trail of a Pretender






The trial and trail seemed purposeful yet, his feet walked mindlessly along

while he dwelt upon the detours of all his good intentions.

 

For the toils of beauty are not equal nor just -

 

It is a vindictive enemy -

the more you resist the more insistent it becomes - demanding full fare for your life

and this, for many is not as much of a question - as it is a promise to some destiny at the next stop.

 

He became less his ideas and more the ambitions reflected by his place, his status, his money,

his friends, his haughty collections but mostly, he was a myriad of all his doubts and insecurities.

And, in the end, even the mirror could not recognize him.

 

That gifted box sitting in the closet -

contains all the compliments, real and perceived, he once numbered.

And the box wrappings with all the blossomy ribbons?

Those are the self-denials to himself as the best possible ornament. 










Thursday, July 16, 2020

A Fire in Tercet









Virgil’s question, “What fears - thee

When the garden is in plea

For a bee to rest upon thy breast?”

 

I dread the beast’s silent quest

And too; when words will not rest

To fill upon a line nor form into a page.

 

Virgil’s question, “Is this a poet sage

Or a fanciful lunatic in a rage

Waiting for flowers to blossom?”

 

Neither winsome face made handsome

Or plain; shall keep sins hidden behind loathsome.

Waiting to wait - a loud adore; or the quiet abhor!

 

Virgil’s question, “Is the door on fire

With flames that create an empire;

Or is it merely a pyre – laid deep with fears?”  









  


Sunday, July 5, 2020

Castings at the Fringe









If you were there at the place
where the moon sits

And if I were here at the edges of its beams,
crossing distances of time and space,
would we be casted in shadow splits;
Together as one at the fringes of existence?





(photo by Johnna Calvillo)




Tuesday, June 16, 2020

A Path Not In Vain





The path's veins
Bleed Light
And nothing lives in vain.



Friday, June 12, 2020

I Can't Breathe









I Can't Breathe

November ‘63; a bullet explodes
Filled with bad odes
Blood fills a titular head -
A frame too sad.

The news freezes all
And too, I can’t breathe.

Cities implode into a churn
As the song pleads, "burn, baby, burn!".
The dogs growl at the bridge
And police hold the ridge

Against a minister’s prayer call
Of a dream where all can breathe.

Brother Robert teaches hope
And then, an LA interlope
Stills Camelot’s last gasp.
Another favorite son will lapse

And, the Summer of Love will fall;
Napalm is in the air; we can’t breathe.

Young men drafted - abide
The country's outrageous ride
Into a false war's reason;
Soon, too many sons lost to a country's treason.

Students shot at campus mall;
She cried “he can’t breathe!”.

In a faraway place of ancient origins
Revolution is in the air against Americans.
Iranian students despise Western ways
Holding embassy hostages in secret stays

Insisting for a Shah’s royal pall
As the clerics claim, “We may soon breathe”

A man lurking about at the Dakota.
Imagine - John ending a sixties’ coda?
In Houston, one good heart replaces a failing one.
In LA, Rodney is beaten and killed by justice’s wand.

In Texas, David takes seventy-five into fires enthrall.
Poets and songwriters tell of a turgid air - we can’t breathe.

A quiet September morning sit two towers
As the life of a city awakens to last hours
Before hate strikes at the twin emblems of the free
And suddenly - their collapse kills all lost in flee!

Mongers of fear bite at the nation’s throat with deadly appall;
The ribs of the towers swirl with toxicity; no one can breathe.

Three men of justice stand on a man’s neck.
Perry pleads for his life not to be taken in check
And, his black color assures that he will never be set free
From the knee of injustice; and he pleads for his momma to see.

What is one more life when black is the voice that calls?
“I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe”  -  And now, we gather to breathe.


























Tuesday, May 19, 2020

The Last Couplet









The Last Couplet 



Feted and decorous jesters of spoken sound 

Gathered a circle of romantics into a round 




To initiate their exiguous songs 

Crumpled into verse, sonnet; all sort of doggerel wrongs 



Written and sung with plaintive tone so to disabuse 

The objective of the critic’s tongue of stinging refuse 



Flavored bitters and morsels of disfavor and condemnation 

Offered as the last course - at the table of predation.









Sunday, May 3, 2020

A Man and Door Perception






It’s an old door now with longing splinters.
The frame it hangs on has seen hard winters.
The key that unlocks it from dogged ways
Has been lost, misplaced like so many days.


Perhaps forgotten or traded for dreams
The story? Doesn’t really matter - seems.
The portal views are cracked and unclear
Do not see too well; it's fine no one near

To hear the rusty hinges groan and creak;
Telling stories of good years left to speak.
Door is a bit swollen and hard to close
Or open; doesn’t matter, no one knows:

  Why the door sits at the cave’s perception -
  Neither agape nor refused - to inception.








Monday, April 27, 2020

River







From an ancient place where once glaciers kept 


A small spring sprouts from loins of Earth Mother. 


A birth of pure, clear fresh pools forms a waterbed 


Over small pebbles that were once source to mighty mountains. 


The baby spring strengthens into a fountain of youth 


With a curiosity that spreads out into riddles of a brook; 


Seeking knowledge and wisdom to flow and stream 


Over the ground into rivulets; forming path and way 


That will someday channel itself to a beloved bay 


Far to the western coast; at the edge of a continent. 


The River Johnna, will find the ocean


Where both her beginnings and her destiny - fulfill life.







Saturday, April 25, 2020

Distention of Apprehension



Distention of Apprehension



There is a moment when all dimensions seize

To maintain their expected condign within human seas

Where right and left; up and down are not brought to question

That is, until the peccant crown orbs bring apprehension

With their tendrils of tiny protein capsids wondering

Seeking to invade by evading the platelet’s plundering.



You have now entered the twilight zone.

Where strangers are best left to be stranger; affinity is not a condone

Keep a distance by distention of six by six

Time no longer holds to the clock face’s fix.

No flowing; no gathering allowed without hiding behind a casque

Otherwise, you will be assimilated; breath taken by a death in red mask.



And the whole of the planet shall stop

While the dead are counted daily like the corn crop.

Why does the nurse collapse in exhaustion and fear?

Why do they regret lack of a healthcare warrior’s gear?

The twilight zone is no place -

For a beautiful angel’s uncovered face.







A Still Painting



#atrociouspoets Prompt 25
#nationalpoetrymonth
#aprilpoetryprompt


A Still Painting


Standing; stilled at the mountain’s ledge
The extreme height and depth below strike
Fear at the gut - like a sharp knife’s cutting edge.

A 2 AM ringing call alarms awake
The slumber as stillness flees into fear
And each word forth strikes at heart ache.

Two tall military men dressed in blues;
Arriving Marines strike at the door
Fear stabs the mind still; a-son-is-lost-news.

A silent room frozen in time;
Mobile hangs still; a lone bassinet
Stands empty - life has lost all rhyme.

Fear looks like the lost in darkness;
Fear is the tender heart held to stillness:
Fear is the vacant eye lost in madness.







Rhyme Alaska - Alexa







#Atrociouspoets Prompt 24

Rhyme Me Alaska - Alexa

Spake to me dear Alexa!
My dearth hearth is dark
And my thoughts are in a lark.
Give me warmth; that I not be wretched.


Master, what relief do you seek?
Free verse, Old French ballade, love poem or prose?
Do you seek a sonnet, a quatrain, or a couplet of repose?
Should there be golden orbs or a dark mystic?

Matters not - ye foolish gutless voice!
Just give me words of wisdom or advice
For my skin crawls in fear of unseen lice.
Know you not a helpful rhyme choice?

Would you prefer served in Cartesian dualism
Where replete in abstracts of a living Tree?
Or set in concrete forms of what is to be?
Shall I facilitate the poem into existentialism?

Just do it! You cylindrical formless beast;
Give me comfort and joy
Without further respite or employ!
If need be - “Alexa rhyme Alaska”, at very least.

Very well, seeker of solace and cheer:
   There was once a man of trumpery
    With quite a dumpy way in his buggery
     With affairs and slump around in leer
      He sold his soul for the bestest robbery.

















The Care Room








The Care Room



When life seems empty and annoyed
Making the mind flutter in tilts
Gather wits and sew lilts
Into covers that fill the void







Monday, April 20, 2020

The Ever Tree







The youngling came to be with the moment

Questing had begun on its path to sage

As a precious child laid to rest torment

For time urges race into adult cage

“Tell me Mother, how will I grow - ever

To be as old; as noble as Pando

The Quaking Aspen that loves forever?”

“My child, mycorrhizae is life below

Love is life, what you see above - fingers

Reaching for the sun; I never know time

I understand moments for growth lingers

Until the sun’s light eases warmth sublime.”

   “Oh my tree! The face of the dreaded clocks!”

   “Fear not, join ever here – free of time’s pocks.”








Saturday, April 18, 2020

Conversation with the Universe






A Conversation with the Universe

Master of Ceremony:
Welcome Universe to this grand gathering of minds
We have a panel of poets and other scions of misfit
Seeking answers to peel back the Cosmo’s rinds.


Universe:
Ask away – where do your quandaries sit;
Do your eyes deceive the notions you cherish
Or, is the immensity of me - beyond a small wit?

Past tense:
I was a writer, lived long ago and now perish’d
Though I am since gone - past my agony’s skit;
Are not my poetic words alive whence life has relish’d?

Present tense:
I am a profound poet and master of rhyme
My words are fresh, timely meals for the soul’s nourishment;
How can words in place mean thoughts beyond this present time?

Future tense:
I am the waters of hope and replenishment
Will the future be less or more or if, it even exists;
For those who measure time - will they be forlorn by banishment?

Universe:
The answers to your quest is within midst.
Only those who hold tense to time’s meanings
Are tasked to explain how past, present and future lie in tryst.

Each of these is only real if they are given a time’s leaning
Otherwise, all is contained within one existential key;
The universe is; as real as is dreaming.







A Bad Actor vs A Good Question






Good Morning fake news questioners – my kingdom is very very much gooder today.
Red governors are my besties and so great in being smarter like no one can say!

Mr. un-Precedent, what is the death count today?
How many people did your miracle save – can you say?

I do very tremendously good because me is a wonder of a sable genus that can ever be
My faithful trumpers here on this stage can make this crisis so more than I can see
It is really all those blue old people to blame – why can’t they not die, the living numbers are about me!

Mr un-Repentant and chief deceiver with sharpie pen in little hand
Why must there be a pointless signature sent across the land?
Is your ego so large that you require praise shown - even on every funeral arm band?

Why must the fake newsies be so concerned about what is true?
Whatever I say is for MAGA red - not the failing blue.
I am doing so beautifulest – you know - it is just a little flu!

Mr. POTUS of Discontent what is the COVID count this day?
What is your strong view of testing today?
How many can count on your virus testing to begin – can you say?
Helllo –
Hello – Mr. President
where did you go – don’t you want to play?







I S O L A T E D







Isolated behind the window muntins
Dreaming of the many Colorado mountains
Still to be conquered
Yet, held stilled in shelter – sequestered
From normal daily life
By the horizon latitudes of the world’s strife
Personified by this lonely empty street
Where now - only a fleeting sun’s retreat
Is left for darkness to reign
Returning to rule once again.


Sleep – is the only respite.
Will we ever be - all right?

Solitary Path










Is alone the epitome of solitary -
or is it a sentence in isolation?



Does standing in nakedness change either?







You Are Here








The title says it is your life
Such as it is – the roads use to lead everywhere
And yet, you are here.
Where the crossroads always ask
“Now where?”

The contours show the heights you have gone
And too, describe the points when life
Went so low –
Only the oceans could understand its depths
Nevertheless, the color scheme does include swatches of green too!

The legend lists the many things that were important:
Childhood toys left behind in a wooden box;
A red dog collar of the best friend ever;
Blue track meet medal for 1st place;
A wedding picture that now seems so antique;
A baby picture that makes you smile and pain at once;
An old love poem written when the heart was still young.

The scale has changed now as the road lines seem unclear.
What was once a short distance to somewhere; to anywhere
Are now daunting and so hard to see the way there.
What is the measure for doubt?
Where does it end?











Friday, April 10, 2020

Why a Clock






It is understood by all who walk by that it moves -
Somehow?
Although, it never leaves its place on the ivory tower
And it is said that it has a face that reads!
However, it knows not how rhyme works in time…

Shamefully, someone stole its one hand - probably the church mouse
Looking for a second meal as the day was getting late.

How does it portray numbers yet, it can only account for twelve not twenty-four?
Unless of course, the bells sing out the call – “it is the middle now!”
And only then, can the heavens explain – which side falls on the black or the light.

So, who knows who moved; or why the numbers are scattered around?
How is it- that 12 is at 3 and 3 at 5 and now, 9 is at one – it’s so crazy!
Oh my, what is to be done!

A second becomes a minute and a minute becomes an hour
And too soon, those hours, become days that turn into many calendars
Like buckets, some may bring cheers while others – carry a date with tears.

My! what happened to my face it looks so old now
And memory has forgotten what time is -
While my heart so much wants to linger there
When the clock still ran young
And the future – was a thing –
To long for and wait.









Thursday, April 9, 2020

Don't Take This Old Fool









What have you done - you old fool?
Gone off and lost your mind
Somewhere near where memories pool
To slowly evaporate; it's so unkind.

How the world has become so closed
And left you alone and confused
If you could only run - do you suppose
What you could catch would be of any use?

Your eyes do not follow along much anymore
Although an old song still makes your toes tap
While waiting for something; someone once more
Before the night takes you into that last nap.

What have you done - you old fool
Have you broken the one last rule?







This Manifestation Box









This blue object in the universe thrives
With organisms both immense and small;
Mother Sun’s favorite planet of them all.
Three of nine albeit poor ol’ Pluto had the jive
And was thrown out from the milky way hive!




Within this orbiting revolving sphere,
Named earth and defined as ground,
We rockin’ at 67 thousand mph ‘round
The hot sun while spinnin’ and a rollin’ with cheer
Better not stop, better not step in without a beer!

The human manifestation anthology is an old juke box
With notes from little children who wonder
Asking: is there little green things out in that black yonder?
Is the black box an entire universe filled with questions of clocks
Spinning backwards and a blinking constellation that tells of a mansion of ox?

Dinner is served at eight
The table is always set to wait
For family, friend or guest date
Come hungry for talk of fate
And please - don’t be late.