Saturday, August 30, 2014

No ise




While in the white noise
of a restless mind -

What is the spectrum
the point
the purpose...

Thoughts of living until death
claims contract with the finite terms
stating that life is mathematical chance;
a point in context in an infinite discourse

Thus - the irony of mortality within eternity
is constantly on display
each night
across the heavens
as stars blink forth their message:

Only at this very instance
do you exist in the cosmos
where the past and the future
are one
in this moment
all else is precious
black noise












lo u

s am





Friday, August 29, 2014




at lea st a

mmiinn a l




Axiom of Choice




There was a day
when her eyes
could halt armies
stem armadas
stop time


Her classic beauty
could turn naked truth
Into cloth of beguile
then cause each meaningless
compared to her perfect form


She compelled men
to falter and swoon
at her feet
for a mere whisper
of her wish


Her songs beckoned life
to join in circles
and swirl up and away
above the tree canopies
dissipating into the heavens


There are seasons
that bring forth her true nature
from generosity of a new spring
to ferocity of winter’s death ...
and always day and time - her choice.





Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Being Freak





the beginning appears as a whisper
a dim vagueness upon the blank wall
that sits opposite the window’s naked perplex;
dawn’s ordinary light turns odd

the bed was not made today;
(it was not made yesterday nor day before)
the air has a murky feel; stale
the room is empty  - in a deviant way

tales and anomalies stand across each other
as do monsters and demons at odds
over the abnormality of the night’s wrest;
insanity hanging with an awful silence

a note of character explains that the conquest
must be made - however sudden or pointless
it might appear;  it was midnight, again...
there was no more time left - to be a freak










Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Garage Sale Blues






Oh me oh my yeah yeah
Look she took my book

I am shaking like a weak closing line
Feeling sick and justa’ little faint
My pallor is like white paint

Oh me oh my yeah yeah
Look she took my book


The birds ain’t singing
And my heads’a ringing
I am fuzzy as a crazy kook

Oh me oh my yeah yeah
Look she took my book


Lost my rook and lost my queen
Don’t know where I’ve been
Life is a checkered nook

Oh me oh my yeah yeah
Look she took my book


Get your pennies, nickels and dimes
Garage sales are like buyin’ crimes
My nerves are shot and am in’a shook

Oh me oh my yeah yeah
Look she took my book



Monday, August 25, 2014

Explain




How was it that pain

lead to this place

Where time found a pause;

A moment to allow space

to set down fear’s caprice



Understand - being blind

is torment’s cause




How did the waters of plain

Flow from a stoic bind

To fill up a wasted garden

Bringing vivid flowers of a gentle kind

and a good harvest of a nourishing peace



It is true - being starved

Makes life case-harden




What demons summon up each name

That will fall from heaven’s grace

To wander the paths – lost

Tugging along the chains of shame

Welded together piece by piece



Listen carefully – the rattles of pardons

Leave skin in scarred promises - carved




Which angel tends the enchanted ground’s gain

So to calm strong hands that shake

And hold sturdy waning steps

While skies open with their blessed rain

To sooth strains that cease



Do not seek – recursive magical blooms

These flowers simply do not exist in sense










Monday, August 18, 2014

A Shade of Color




Mania dressed all in yellow
Whenever her grey eyes
Yearned for her corsair of purple mellow,
Who had casted away upon a white ship of dyes.


Lo!  He ran aground upon the red shore
And then, exploited the blue holy water
Thus falling from grace unto black lore;
Dissolving as emerald green alga of seawater.


Yet, the ocean’s absinthe colored waves call
To lure her pale back to a crimsoned hue
To join forevermore the crystalline doll
And the arsenic lover - to a briny queue.



    

Thursday, August 14, 2014

Moment to Moment





 Take a moment when the mind rushes
Madly about in constant circles and loops
Or if your eyes see nothing but fear
Grasping at your feet so to pull you under
Into the dark depths of despair and depression

Find  moment when your back
carries that arduous weight
Of time and materials as the very chains
That slough your steps and spirit
The skies are blue no matter darkest storm clouds

Clouds will trail away in a moment
And the sun’s rays will warm away the coldness
Listen the woods are thriving and calling
Be still - become alive
Lose yourself far behind in the spur of the moment

Serenity assumes itself moment to moment
Distractions will fade away to meaninglessness
The strains of pain will ease in a moment
And each moment is the eternity
One seeks to become in the presence - without mind

  



Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Empty Room




Empty Room



The box filled with stilled moments
captured by a lens in rapture and torments


The empty room sits in a heavy gloom
with dread remnants - spread a life strewn


The books of poems; he took the rhyme
and the collected lines of work in wrecked climb


The note left plain can't explain
the sadness that brought madness to pain


The outside chimes ring lightly to bring sense;
silence of prayer drifting in the light air of hence





       

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

The Last Dance




The Last Dance

You won’t have me anymore
To dance into the night again
Like we have so many times
Before...

No beguiling lies that pour out
To drown out all the voices
Until morning awakens to pained
Doubt...

Parting with dullness and stupor my only friends
With their tormenting eyes
That blind with their guilt and regret
Contends...

The darkness whispers a final answer
In a compelling way for madness
Of a lonely and desperate
Dancer...







Thursday, August 7, 2014

Estella del Mar




Estella del Mar


She waltzed unto to the beach floor
And immediately one could feel her powers -
Dancing and prancing with an array of dancers
Her steps were light so to avoid the flowers
Draped across the veranda so to hide her lore.

Her name was Estrella del Mar
And she kept her hide soaked in milk and honey
So her lovers were held in spelt as death’s answers
To her fatal charms - while finding how lyrically funny
Their demise would be seen from afar.








What Remains




If all is infinite in number
     And is divided in asunder
Then what remains



If all things are relative store
     So that less is more
Then what remains at core



If the cosmos is endless strife
     And stillness is rife
Then what remains at end of life



If the road leads no place
     And continuum is time and space
Then what remains of a broken vase




Tuesday, August 5, 2014

Finding Cause




The bird’s song is not the rain's call
Nor is it predator’s death fall

The road has no real purpose than to be
A way there or back – can't you see

Circumstances and fates are neither true
Testaments or explanations to journey's construe

Whether choices made or not; they alone
Do not condemn nor will they make atone

Words are just that – varying definitions
Actions however – are life's transitions

We own only this moment – nothing more
Yesterday is closed; tomorrow is an open door

There is no self cause; no corollary; no outcome
That results from the simple beat of one drum

If you keep looking back
Then you may be missing track.






Sunday, August 3, 2014

Provocateur



Provocateur



What do you see in those lines
Pixels, colors, scrawls or genius signs
Are you the dark poet
Who would know it
  
You live the streets
Suckling at the muse’s teats  
Nursing the heart of an agitator
Stewing the words of instigator

 Don't leave those walls the same
Apathies are so damn lame

Don’t fear ideas that are incendiary
Or poetic expressions in contrary
Love being on the outside of obscure
Live long and proper  - provocateur




Friday, August 1, 2014

A Summer Storm




A Summer Storm



Beautiful days of summer are painted in a blue sky
while gentle breezes caress the bare skin
days are longer than can be filled with rainbow dye
as puffy white clouds traverse the void
leaving lingering thoughts to go astray
and eyes that do not stay

Rich mid summer nights full of glittering lights
recalling ghosts and demons who haunt the stillness
allowing the tenor to twitch into flights
of insane loops and circles
around the ceaseless mind
that seeks and seeks its inner blind

Storms of  oft  -  will surely arrive
a matter of time is all that is left
a depression described as a frontal lobe drive
that brings along the darkness
into the castle room’s cause
where seeking and liking wait applause








Time and Again



All the many voices swirl around the room
some conversations are audible
but mostly a bundle of talking blooms

There’s the high pitch of the giddy woman sitting at the bar's end
and there is the baritones of the burly man
expounding on about a contend

While the muted television monitors play
showing voiceless mouths speaking with scrolling words
making little sense ...
however, it’s fine – there is no need to relay

Liquor rules the moment and shades the mind

There’s an entertainer singing his song
playing his guitar
no one is really listening
it’s just another gig – he sees no wrong

There’s occasional and scattered clapping -  
the sentiment seems more a courtesy
of guilty pleasures snapping

Beer flows from the taps and over the glass and lips - glistening

The man in the corner glowers a menacing stare

A pretty lady sits alone swaying to the music without a care

Conversations abound
Round and round and round

There's a serious couple having the talk

There's two other groping lower and higher
trying to burst into a lusting fire

And always - always one loner
who speaks only to his thoughts

While the night gathers her children in wrought 

For its about passing the night away
time and again
there is one cat who goes astray.